Nickie Coby (puppybraille) wrote,
Nickie Coby

Sleepy Sunday

Today dawned with thunderstorms and rain. Julio didn't like the rain when he relieved, but it was gone before we headed for church.
It's very weird that I feel such joy doing things that were once hard, but yet still find working Julio in familiar settings difficult. I don't understand it, but I feel so weird. I think it's because people see me and don't understand why I'm concentrating on my work and working Julio, instead of talking all the time. But I need to spend the time making sure things are going well for both of us because this relationship is really important.
I feel guilty, because sometimes I wish things were back to normal. I don't understand why I do. I mean, Julio is great! But I just get so stressed!
I'm feeling very tired today, and wish I could go back to bed. I need to find a good back pack and a maybe a fanny pack or something to keep things such as cell phone, wallet and keys in.
I need to be ready for school, but feel so fatigued that that is doubtable. At least I have tomorrow.
I want to be the friend I need to be and want to be, but am finding myself introverted today.
Somehow, I think it's the weather. I know I'll feel better when it's sunny. I also wonder if I need to eat and nap and then just get out of the house. that'll help some too.
School should bring some more meaning to my days, and I will be back among familiar territory.
I'll also be in a writing class, and will see tangible results such as a story, a paper, an article or something else.
Well, I should go.

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