Less than two hours until my appointment. Who knows if they'll be able to help me. I still feel like I don't want to eat which is good, because I can't eat this morning in case he does an injection. I doubt there will be time for a lumbar block... but maybe there will be something they can do. Maybe?

A friend came in last night, I think she was asking for soda. I hope I answered her. I just need to pass out for several days, and maybe wake up with normal pain levels. I'm not even asking for good pain levels any more. I don't want to jinx it.

Hugs!
Nickie