I have tried to do as much as possible this week while not being foolish. I have tried to take every opportunity to learn things and see friends. But it's hard to balance my need to take care of myself and deal with the activities. Yesterday I was really sick from being in pain, but I'd hoped that today would be different. Well, it's not. I'm supposed to be at a party at the Hilton now, but I'm afraid it's going to be standing room only. There is now way I'll be able to do that. Since I have to trapes over there tomorrow, I should not walk over there now. I'm really trying to alance things and prove to myself that this is possible.
In some areas, I've done well. I've tried to be extraverted, network, learn things, stay somewhat oriented and so far, I've succeeded. But today, I feel aweful.
Mom just showed up, so I guess I'll go to this party for a bit.