The tripple shots of espresso have long ago worn out, and I'm seaking more energy. I have to stay awake, but have no idea how that will happen.
I had a comforting thought today: Diamonds are only coal that has been put under intense pressure. Now, I wonder when I will truly shine... I must learn to be who I am, apart from what I can do on a given day. My mood cannot remain dictated by pain levels.
That's enough philosophy for the day.