I have so much to get done and no energy to do it with. I have no desire to journal which is new for me. In short, I'm numb. I just want to sleep the rest of the week away, sleep through the injection, papers and test, sleep and pretend that none of these things are going on in the world. When I was little, I thought it'd be awesome to be an adult. I love the independence, the chance to try new things and grow, but I hate the pain, suffering and realizations that things go wrong. Still, through it all, there is hope.