Nickie Coby (puppybraille) wrote,
Nickie Coby
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Unwell

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

[Chorus]

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

I think this is the song "Unwel" by the Dave Matthews Band.
This is pretty much my life. So all of the Flaketown people I finally reunited with today who are wondering if I'm psychodic are probably right, but I've had some issues lately, and I swear I'll be normal again someday!
Today was awesome! I went to Breakfast at Perkins with Helena. She laughed at the check which said "Perkins, you'll like it." Here's what she said:
"It should say "Perkins, you'll like us damnit because we're the only place to eat in Forest Lake.""
I thought that was funny! We watched the Brad Stine DVD. It was great. I have to say I think it was a nice thing to do at Sunday school. Laughing at ourselves is good!
Had church service. I have nothing against it, but communion is awkward if you can't see. Finding the basket, taking the bread, grabbing the tiny cup and such isn't easy if you can't see the stuff to begin with. It's down right embarrasing! I've actually thought of skipping church service to avoid it, but feel that's not right.
Then Helena and I went to Walmart, which was fun, but my foot hurts worse because of it. I hate it when people ask "Did that make your foot hurt?" My response would be "It never stopped, but yeah, it's worse."
THEN WE WENT TO Kodiak (someone sighted from Forest Lake, please tell me how to spell it if I'm wrong). Saw Lea. Then I came home with her, and have now found more friends with LJ's!
I really need to work on my Russian Civ, but that's not happening now is it? Having someone from church isn't the easiest thing to do for a teacher. It's good in many ways, but weird in many others.
I feel really bad that I've missed so much school, but when you're dealing with a hard to get into clinic, what can you do?
Other than that, there's probably a lot, but that's okay. I really should study. I'm not actually sure I will, but you know... I'm definitely not doing it now am I? I really should get off the computer!! It's adicting!
I should also research accessible cell phones. I'm getting tired of having to use voice dial to call someone just to find out what their phone number is so I can give it to someone else (usually my sister who's lost it.)
Baxter is howling now. I wonder if he thinks that's really going to do him any good?
(for those of you who are new to my LJ, and wondering who Baxter is, he's our new dog. Dakota was hit by a car. And there's a nice long journal entry about that on September 1.)
Oh, and I need to find out if Sudafed reacts negatively with Tylinol PM. I've got ear issues again! I know what
livefreely
is thinking. It probaly has something to do with a song written by a certain ZM and MR. But I swear I'm not taking more than I have to, and I still think you all just wanted to call me a drug queen so the suspicion was off all of you! (Just kidding!!) But seriously, the drugged feeling doesn't suit me.
And a safety procotion? Don't take Tylinol PM at 1:30 AM when you've gotta get up at 4:30 AM. You'll bearly be able to move your tounge.
And yes, I am off the 12 Adville and prescription stuff. And that was legal! I can't stand that stuff anyways anymore!!
Ugh! Where's my sanity?
Well, I really am going... I think.
Hugs!

Nickie
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