In other news, apparently the Vagina Monologues are coming to college, tonight and Sunday. I don't know if it's something I can handle yet or not. From what I know, it gets important issues out in the open, but I'm not sure I'm mature enough to see it. The thought I had was getting the book from
and reading it. That would give me the time to digest it. On the other hand, is that a coppout? Am I really losing an experience if I don't see it live? Or is it okay that I don't feel ready?
I wish my sister was here, or another friend I don't have permission to name. Either of them would know me and know the play and know if I can take it or not. Ah, the decisions life places in my way.
It would also help if I didn't capitalize the A in vagina. It gets read really weird by JAWS. V uh Gee Nuh or similar for those who are screen reader impaired.
I feel good. The laughter helped. The pain level is less today, still very present, but manageable as long as I keep close monitors on my energy and ability.
Hope everyone's doing okay.