Nickie Coby (puppybraille) wrote,
Nickie Coby

Going back

I can't help thinking back to when I was getting ready to go to college last August. I was so nervous. I was scared out of my wits. Sure, there are things I know will be hard, and I'm sure things are going to come up that wouldn't even occur to me now, but I'm really trying to just trust that God will get me through it. This semester will be hard. It's my time to try to get centered and figure things out. Last semester was getting my bearings around college, not just the physical bearings, but the kind I need for finding my way around programs and services. I'm no longer concerned about contacting Disability Services, the Help Desk and most services at college. I now know what I need to to get around the cafeteria in a way that doesn't make me into a pain, but gets me the food I want. No, I don't know where my classes are, but hopefully we'll deal with that quickly. There are some concerns, but I feel much better about my chances for success than I did last time around. And even though I was nervous about a multitude of things, I did okay. Worrying about everything under the sun won't change it.
Ask me how I feel tomorrow, but tonight, I feel calm.

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