I knew that you wouldn't give up easily, but I didn't realize how hard the fight would be. I don't know how I should handle the pain you cause, the struggles I face because of you, but I will not give up. I will not go quietly into a life of inability or a life of doing nothing. I have God and friends who support and pray for me. We'll have to make peace someday, I'll have to figure out how to live with you if you don't go away quietly like I fear you won't, but right now, I want you to know that you've got a fight on your hands. I will take advantage of all of the support available to me. I will start to learn new ways of handling stress. I will learn all I can about you so that I won't be stopped by you. I don't know that this can be solved with war. I don't know, but I know one thing. This life isn't all that there is, but I will make the best of it.
Just want you to know that I won't be giving up.