I wish you'd stop swelling. If you stop swelling, maybe I can avoid having an injection in my back. I wish you'd stop hurting too, especially when you give me false hope that maybe this time will be different, maybe if I rest more, elevate you more and do my exercises more, you'll be nice. You know what, I don't like you anymore. Not right now. I would take losing the pain you're giving me over gaining sight any day.