I hung out online for a while, then went to bed. I got eight hours of sleep last night which is a good thing! I'm very happy right now, or at least happy and numb. I guess God has decided to give me a break from it for a while. I guess that's how it works. Or maybe it's because I'm distracting myself. I don't want to start thinking about it. Maybe if I leave it alone for a few days it won't hurt so much.
Thank you to
enchanterglenFor listening to me yesterday, and thanks to everyone who's hung out with me this week. It's been hard, but I'm getting through it. At least this time I haven't withdrawn as much. At least I don't think so. I know it's important to keep life balanced, and I'm going to try to do a better job of it this year. Maybe that will help.
On a related but somewhat off topic note: I might try out for speech team. I don't know for sure, I don't really think I'd be good at it, but everyone else thinks so. I think I stammer too much and don't put enough feeling into my speeches. I also don't think I wanna give up all of my Saturdays. If I felt like it, I'd take a pole, but I don't. So what ever.
It's supposed to be like 92 out today. Guess that means it's going to make the dry conditions worse. Maybe I'll get to go exercise or something. That'd be nice.
I think I'm going to go look for something happy to read, maybe some Dr. Seuss? That always makes me smile.
Nickie
