I'm still nervous about Tuesday. Will we find out that I have rsd? Or will I be left wondering why I have so much pain if I don't have it? What is going to happen to me? I just feel like I don't have much emotional energy for this. Yet I still feel the need to protect people when I talk to them. I try to keep a positive attitude. I really want to go back to sleep. Maybe I'll grab a coffee and head back or maybe not. Who knows? I don't even know, so how could you possibly?