Nickie Coby (puppybraille) wrote,
Nickie Coby

Long day.

Today has been a long day. I'm noticing more pain today, probably due to the amount of activity. I had a mobility lesson which involved a lot of standing waiting for buses and such.
Two out of my three classes had sex discussions which automatically made me blush and feel uncomfortable.
In TRW I played a song which I have heard several times. It's called the Wheelchair Blues, and I think it went over well. It's nice to be in an environment where I'm respected for my perspective and where people don't tell me to shut up about the disability stuff.
I have decided I need to get off the Neurontin. I think it's causing a big depression or something. I just don't feel like myself.
Question: Why does admitting this make me feel bad about myself?
Put another way: Why do I feel that not tolerating this medication is my fault?
Where do I draw the line between admitting responsibility for a mistake and getting too down on myself?
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