As for the rest of the day, not bad I guess. I liked lunch, so that's good. I was able to laugh which was good because I was afraid I was gonna forget how.
Here's one thing though, I'm trying to brush up on about a million skills, I think I'm going to be around a few other blind people this summer, and while many of them won't care, I don't think I could take it if I looked like an incompetent blind person. I don't want anyone to think I'm a mennis to the blind society. I feel this need to read Braille faster, cut my food better, use my cane with better posture, be hyper-aware of everything... The list goes on and on. Plus I'm trying to get caught up on school stuff at the same time.
I have a speech I did, I didn't have the stuff for it in Braille, and I didn't know I needed 4 sources, and so I used one. Now, I can't find 3 more! I'm screwed! Plus I have other stuff to do. With all that, I still need to get better at about a million things before summer, get in shape, get energy, be more fun to be around, and do it all with a smile!
This may seem wierd, and, no, it's probably not expected of me, but it's the way I work! I either go nuts or bottom out, unfortunately, I'm doing both. Hey, the plus side, if I go anymore nuts, it'll be hilarious reading!
Hugs!!
Nickie
I'm not ashamed to let you know, I want this light in me to show! I'm not ashamed to speak the name of Jesus Christ!!
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