October 8th, 2005

Cut cuddle and be Cute

Weird dreams

I'm really hoping I just dreamed all that I think I just dreamed. That was definitely weird. I don't remember it very well, so I think I just dreamed it, or I was doing one heck of a sleep walk. If I talked to you after ten eastern and before 1:18 eastern, I don't know what I said, so you'll have to tell me. That was really really weird. If you've never seen me sleep, you don't know what I'm talking about and you're very very lucky. When I wake up from sleep, it's interesting, let's just say that.
Yes, I am okay. No, I did not take too much of anything. Yes, I'm wondering what the heck all of that was about.
Hugs!
Nickie
  • Current Mood
    confused
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Sleeping is good.

I did go back to sleep after that inquoherent entry last night. But I was awakened at 7 by my edear father calling me. I'm not mad, he just didn't know how exhausted I've been. So now that I've had a shower, I'll head off to Brewberries.
Hugs!
Nickie
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Writing while tired

Today has been a good day so far. It's really nice outside. The sun is shining and it's a reasonable temperature for fall. The day started out interesting, but I think most of the rest of the day will end up being okay.
I'd really like to go to sleep. I need to stay awake, though, until I've eaten dinner. Since I'm sick, I need to make sure I at least attempt to give my body a chance to win. Julio bruised my finger on a table he went under at Brewberries this morning. It doesn't hurt much though it is very very slightly swollen. It looks worse than it hurts.
Acupuncture was pretty good although I couldn't sleep. I was thinking again. I really hope the dream was a fake... all of it. I think I'll explain the dream now. Maybe if I write it down it won't bother me so much.
I dreamed I had the surgery and they knocked me out for it. I was mostly awake when they sent me home, but the part of the brain that gives me social discression was not awake yet. I was in my dorm, talking on instant messenger. I have no idea what I said, but I embarrassed myself somehow. What I hope is that I didn't actually talk to someone on instant messenger when I was asleep last night and embarrass myself. That would be awful. One person I asked said that I did not talk to them in my sleep, which is a good sign I guess.
I researched the whole anesthesia thing, just to find out, and there may be options for me not to have to go completely under. It also looks like they might not have to use the gas that you inhale to go to sleep. If they can just give me an IV, it wouldn't be so bad. Or even if it was a shot in the back, I'd prefer that to being put completely under.
spuds16 took me to acupuncture and then we went to Noodles for lunch. I had some coffee and now I'm here. Hung out with a friend too.
Hugs!
Nickie
  • Current Mood
    good
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Nice work

Against my better judgment, I just went to lay on my bed around 4 or so. Looky here! I slept through dinner. So I guess I'll be warming up the remaining lunch from today. I'm only slightly hungry, but I can't take that 875 milogram pill without food.
Aren't we all proud of how well I manage being ill?
Hugs!
Nickie