September 7th, 2003

Cut cuddle and be Cute

Ice Cream, hamburgers and discussions oh my!!

As most of you know, I went to church today. It was pretty cool. Here's the wrap up, or the post game huddle.
Today is what we call "Rally Sunday" it's where people can come to find out more about our church, but also when we sign up for classes. Things get back to normal after a summer of only one church service which combines contemporary and traditional styles. I don't think there's anything wrong with that, but whatever. So today was a little bit different than it used to be for the summer.
This morning I woke up at like 5:30 A.M. I should've known since I took a nap yesterday. Took a shower, it's all good. Had waffles for breakfast, got in the car. Mom wanted to talk about Dakota. I just can't do it. It hurts too much. I know I should, but quite frankly it's like if they tell me to do accupuncture to my foot. It doesn't make sense to stick needles into my foot where it hurts, and it doesn't make sense to probe an open wound. Anyway, we got some coffee, and went to church. Sunday school was cool, and I liked it a lot. Then we went to worship/service whatever you wanna call it. That was cool, but in the middle of it, during prayer, I got really shaky. My heart started beating really fast. What was the deal with that? It felt weird to breathe too. I don't know why that's happening, but all I can think of is that stress is affecting me badly, fear of the unknown, going to the doctor again, sadness over Dakota and the physical pain might have combined to do that I guess.
After that, Rachel, who had been sitting next to me, and Mitch who was also back from college went up to the youth room. It was cool, we hung out.
Had lunch at church, we watched the BIG GAME between the Vikings and Packers, or at least part of it. I had a really good burger, a cupcake and some ice cream. They had the kind of root beer that comes in a keg too. I chatted with Amanda, which was cool. She narrated the game for me, but we left part way through. Anyway, that's what I've been up to.
I'm still freaked out by that shaky thing which is what happened on Thursday. I hope I'm not getting sick or something, I don't need more junk to deal with.

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