September 2nd, 2003

Cut cuddle and be Cute

It still hurts

Well, we barried Dakota, and then eventually had dinner. I could barely force me to eat! But I succeeded. Then I went back online and tried to talk to my sister. It didn't really work. I was about to go to bed when I realized that we never restocked my Tylinol PM supply. Mom was going to get me some, but finding out about Dakota side tracked that. Thus I didn't sleep well because of my foot. I showered this morning, and barely held it together. I managed to sort of, but again cried and had to redo my make up. No, that's not that important, but I never viewed myself as ever having that problem. I made it through today. I think this quarter will be good, one teacher is going to need to be reminded to get things Brailled, but I think we'll manage. Other wise I think everything will be okay as far as school is going.
Why can't I stop crying? I'm sorry if I've been short or unkind to anyone yesterday and today. I just don't know what's wrong with me? Why I can't handle this the way I thought I could. I'm a mess, and I don't like it. I should probably call someone, but can't get that courage/willingness up, and I'm not sure I could talk anyway. Thanks to rangoon for what he sent me! And thanks to enchanterglen and rdfreak for your kind words! I really apreciate it.
I should probably try to talk more, but I can't process it right now. It hurts as bad as my foot if not worse. I need to find a law I don't like for Personal Law. That's my homework.

Hugs!

Nickie
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    He Sends His Love
Cut cuddle and be Cute

This is very cool

Strength for Today

God, who foresaw your tribulation, has specially armed you to go through it, not without pain but without stain.

—C. S. Lewis in
Letters of C. S. Lewis


This quote was given on
Ktis
In the alminac for today at about 7:15 this morning. I had to find it! I want to memorize it. If that wasn't a message from God over the radio, I don't know what was!

Hugs!

Nickie
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    strangely comforted somewhat