August 28th, 2003

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Well, I didn't get to go to the fair. When Mom got home ten minutes before I had to leave she was upset because she was involved in a minor car accident. She's okay, but I could tell she was shaken up, and I didn't want to have her driving in that condition. I ended up taking a nap and then dad made dinner at about 9. Then I went to bed at about 10:30. I wish I could have gone, but my foot was really hurting. It was probably good that I stayed home because my Vision Teacher called me and we discussed my O&M lesson tomorrow. I probably should rest my foot anyway, but still it was disappointing! Maybe I'll somehow get to go over Memorial Day weekend.

My foot is really sore today. It's doing a lot of what it does when I wear shoes, which is basically that the pain spreads from where it usually is, between the third and fourth toes but not actually there, more like about an inch and a half back from my toes. It spreads all the way to the side of my foot by my little toe. I probably should have seen it coming when I started wearing shoes again, but I don't have a choice. The boot is starting to wear out again.

On a more happy note: I'm going to go swimming, well actually water exercising, sometime today. That should be fun! And I have an O&M lesson tomorrow which will get me closer to my goal of being Guide Dog worthy.

Well, I'm gonna go!


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Cut cuddle and be Cute

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I have a lot to write right now 'cause I just do, and since my laptop keeps randomly going into hybernate

mode for no apparent reason, I'm writing this in Notepad.
I think maybe the button the screen touches when it shuts has a short. It seems to anyway. I wonder if

disabling the hybernate mode option would help? I could try it. Maybe I'll do that real quick.
I was really frazzled this morning. Basically there were several things:

  1. People kept calling, some telemarketers, some insurance people, the eye doctor and my mom. I

    don't know why, but that was ticking me off.

  2. I had things I wanted and needed to do and the interuptions were annoying me to death

  3. I couldn't and still can't find the hamburger hot dish I was supposed to warm up for dinner. Why do

    left overs have to reak when you open the container?

But I read for a while and then took a bath (I can't take showers because standing on my foot hurts.).

That helped quite a bitI created another quiz on quizilla, but it's so stupid you probably shouldn't take it,

but you can if ya wanna:
Click here if you dare
KTIS is going to have Rebecca St. James on live, and she's coming to the fair tonight. I kinda wish I'd

asked mom to get me tickets, but that's okay. Maybe I can do my exercises in the pool and come home

and eat dinner, then do something to stay awake until a normal bedtime. I hope I'll be able to sleep well

because I need to be sharp for my O&M lesson.
I'm debating whether to write something, like an article or something just for practice. Maybe I will just

for practice and for fun.

The problem is that i have writers block for anything like an article. Maybe I'll just reflect some more.

Hopefully I can anylize some stuff.

One thing I was thinking about when taking my bath was how I always feel like I shouldn't feel or say

something in my journal. Part of it is that I feel like other people shouldn't have to read my ramblings.

The logical reasoning should say "Then make it private". But if I do it, it's like I won't say what I'm

thinking. It's like I'd lie to myself or just pretend that the feelings don't exist. It's just wierd. Why do I

have this need to appologize to others for the fact that I enjoy journaling? If I was spreading lies and

stuff, that'd be one thing, but I'm not. I'm being perfectly truthful. And yet, I still feel wierd about it. I know

that if someone doesn't wanna read my journal entry they don't have to. So why? I guess it's one of

those impossible questions.
I'm also a little bit nervous about high school. How will it be this year? Will I fit in? Will I connect and

grow more? All of these questions plaig me, but there isn't a way to answer them. I think the best thing I

can do is leave it in God's hands.
Well I'm going to copy and past this into my journal here, so see ya later!


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I went swimming and loved it. It didn't really make my foot better, but it did make me feel a little less stiff everywhere else, and maybe I'll be able to sleep. Other than that, not much else. Gonna go find something to make me sleepier to help out the Tylinol PM I just took. Goodnight!


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