August 23rd, 2003

Cut cuddle and be Cute

Mixed Feelings

Well, I've had a lot happen to me in the last 24 hours. I found out my grandma has asthma and has to go to the hospital. That's kind of frightening! For those of you who know me, you may remember that my grandma on my Mom's side died a year ago April. I still miss her terribly, but I can deal with it now. I guess I'm just worried about Grandma Lena because she is getting older. I love her so much, but we don't see each other much. I feel sad about that, but what can I do? She's my only Grandparent now on earth, and I'm concerned.
I also found out that a good friend is changing jobs. I know the decision was a tough one. I'm happy for her because I know she's happy, but because it was a hard decision, I feel her pain. Being that close, we can share feelings, and I know how hard it was for her.
I was very excited because my Sony Dream Machine came, but the radio broke. So it's going to need to be exchanged. That makes me feel sad. Learning the dream machine was making my grief over the absence of my BrailleNote less obvious, but obviously that's gone.
And still my foot is an issue. It's hard to get enough sleep, and that's not healthy. The pain is okay right now, but the thought of "How long will it last?" Is still there.
But still in all of this I feel God's hand in my life. Marlaina sent me a prayer that is so beautiful, and was just what I needed. I feel so loved for some reasone and knowing that God is there helps me get through this stuff. Even when I'm low, I won't bottom out. He's always there!

Well, I'm gonna go!



P.S. When I arrowed up, one the links show up at the beginning of the lines. Here's a God thing. A phrase ended up reading "Have a question? He's always there!"
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