June 12th, 2003

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I'm going to jump out of my skin!!

Hey Everyone,
Have you ever felt like you could jump out of your skin with worry and waiting? Well, that's how I feel now. I mean, I'm always wound up when going to the doctor, but I don't think I will be, but I want the results back now! I can't take it anymore! There's not really anyone I can talk to, and that's bugging me. Most of the friends I can call are probably still sleeping. So, please pray that I get the results back soon!

Nickster
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Feeling a bit better!!

Well, I did some exercises after I updated, and that helped. I did my physical therapy, but it isn't really helping, but it's good to feel like you're trying. I still have that anxious feeling, but I think it's a bit toned down. At least, I worked out my nerves. I also prayed some more, not just about my situation, but I also went to
Guideposts
And prayed for a few concerns too. It doesn't look like the doctor is going to call today, but maybe tomorrow. I'm going to try to leave it in God's hands now, I think He can handle that better than me anyway!
I'm getting excited about Convention, although a bit nervous. I'm going to try to plan a lot of things out, and then as rangoon said "Leave it in God's Hands".
I downloaded the program, and will put it on my BN soon, just haven't gotten around to it because the BN's up charging. It needs a good working on, but I have to wait until Beta testing is over.
Well, that's all for now!

Hugs!!

Nickster
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My Grandma

What's been happening to me remindes me a lot of my grandma. She was a petit woman, but her love, and her presence were huge. She was so gentle, even though my mom was great at making me feel better, I always felt better with Grandma around. I'm just thinking now of how she's still with me, and I can still talk to her. Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't care. At TYL last year, I imagined that Grandma was there, wit Grandpa too, and my dog buddy. We all talked. I'm probably making everyone think I'm insaine, but I don't care. Somehow, her memory gives me sadness and also comfort. I'm sorry she's not here on earth, but I'm glad she lived at all.

Well, I'm going to go look for Dakota.

Hugs!!

Nickie

Jeramiah 29:11
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