I did find some devotionals that helped and a few conversations last night helped as well. Still, my frustration was so high, I screamed when the thunder clapped really loud outside my window. It's been a while since I've wimpered like that and I've certainly never done it alone or around other people than Mom, Dad and maybe my sister. It's a good thing I wasn't on the phone... I'd have been more embarrassed than I already am. And I'm extremely grateful that either no one heard me or if they did, they ignored it. That was really embarrassing. The more I see of myself, the more I think I must be part skiddish puppy. That's okay, though. Puppies are cute.