Nickie Coby (puppybraille) wrote,
Nickie Coby
puppybraille

Finally Friday

Well, we've made it through the first week. I feel a bit rung out to be honest. It's so hard to learn everything at once, but I think things are better. If I can, I may try to walk the routes to classes again.
I have to wonder if I have a shell shocked look on my face right now.
I just need a break, I need to take care of myself, sleep well, use a litaderm patch to get the pai n down and take deep breaths. I've never used the relaxation techniques I know from various classes, but that might not be a bad idea now. And at least I have my journal. I have a hard time putting things into words and talking about them one on one, but I can write and that seems to help. Taking a day off may help too. I'm not doing anything tonight accept for relaxing.
I know with certainty that this is the place I need to be in life now. It's very uncomfortable, but it means I'm growing. I have a lot of support systems. I'm not going to let myself fall through the cracks. I feel certain that this is where God wants me. So for now, I'll accept that it's hard. I'll keep trying to process this too.
I need to go eat, but I'm not sure I have the energy to walk back to the CDC. I do have fried rice left, so I can warm that up.
The good news is that things are starting to click and I'm really enjoying my classes. I'm off to go chill. Thanks everyone for the support.
Hugs!
Nickie
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