Nickie Coby (puppybraille) wrote,
Nickie Coby

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Betrayed by an LJ

I guess I should write in here. I paid the twenty-five bucks for my year long subscription. But somehow, I don't want to anymore. Too much has happened in my life, and I'm afraid to write about it any more. By writing about it, I have to think rationally about it. I have to face that it's true. And right now, I want to run from somethings as far as I can. But that's a ly, and my readers don't deserve a ly. And don't want to ly. So I don't want to write.
I wish I could say that I don't want to write because I had to write so much this quarter, but alass, that's not true. Really, I just hate things that are going on.
I'm going to miss Craig. I'm scared about my foot, it feels fine now, but what about later? I'm scared about college. And I don't want to face those things now.
Maybe I'll deal with them later.

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